we all know we can't turn back time, and even if we turn back time, i wouldn't recommend. there are things i hadn't treasure back in stc, and that was STCMB 01/02. those times when mr eric was still around. when my seniors loved me. when seniors were still eligible to come back for visits.

i think there are some stuff i have in hand now that i really need to cherish:

• family
• enoch
• year 1 in RP
• elizabeth
• friends whom i haven't been keeping in touch with.

simply because i know one day im going to loose them. and i don't want that day to arrive that soon.

enoch: im sorry i've failed to cheer you up just now, but it really hurts to see you sad. and i mean it. i really hope to see a happier enoch soon.. huggs.