this isn't healthy. i am not spending my time wisely.

i think i had been going out too much. in a way i've neglected my family. i think its time that i should stop going out too often and start going home for dinners.

anyway today was fun. went back to stc in the morning for the teachers' day celebrations. (:
saw mr yeo! :D
the performance wasn't that nice, but the people were enthusiastic. omgs. i think if we were the ones sitting there, we would be like msging away or sleeping. hahahah. x:

saw a number of friends too. some i can't really remember their names initially, but yeah. i can't forget them too. hahaha. many of them looked different. joy kuan looks fatter in a healthy way. we totally couldn't remember sharon's surname. lousia looks fatter. my juniors look the same because hahah i've seen them a few times already. rachel and novelyn must be really stressed from all those studying. they look real shagged. val, bee and andrea looks the same since sec one. except that they're taller now. hhahaa.

talked to ms sim about the screwed up band which detests ex-seniors. loser. if you think that the seniors are such bad influences, who were the ones who taught us? it was you who was our teachers. and why would the seniors go against you? thats because you are going against them in the first place. you know what? nobody really cared about you and nobody really cared about even bad mouthing you until you went around telling tales and faking facts about us in front of the teachers and putting bad impressions on us. that is why we don't like you. i mean, who would like anyone who randomly spreads something bad about us? would you? you always say you don't care. thats a total LIE. if you don't care, why would you even ban ex seniors from coming back because you think that they badmouthed you? i swear you're the WOSRT teacher existed alrights? who the hell leaves primary school kids overseas and goes back to singapore alone? you may be busy, but think of the kids' safety. its not like they wou get eaten up by crocodiles, but more of responsibility. do you even have it? if not, dont complain that your students aren't responsible enuph, because you have no rights at all. mr wong, i think you don't have my respects anymore. and if you're reading this, happy teachers' day.

come to think of it, if seniors who graduated from stcmb are such bad influences, what makes the band? and if the band is such bad influence, what makes the conductor? i think he's an insult to all teachers on earth. i think he dont know ying shui si yuan okay. without us, you won't even have a band? you can say you'll always recruit new people, but at the end of the day, you'll start hating them as well. you're multiple faced ohkay. you're nice to the leaders of the current batch, but once they step down, you hate them.

anyway today's teachers' day. lets stop insulting the rest of the teachers on earth by dedicating such long paragraph for him. rp band prac today was fun.......not. i was the only percussionist there at first, so practised piano during sectionals. den after that when Captain Yusri came, sadiq and i crapped around the section, since there were only both of us. (: rotated the parts. and it was damn fun. den dinner and went home. bought a big card for Captain Yusri though. he's waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better den mrwong.

what an insult. i had written 2 paragraphs for people who don't really worth my time. but oh wells. i feel much better now after ranting. to all those teachers out there, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY.