Friday, April 11, 2008

its probably your defination of what is good for you
and i think at your age you should be able to take responsibility of what you have done and choose the path that you want to take by yourself.
i guess its not up to me to tell you what i see anymore, because i told you once, but you didn't believe in me. and honestly, i felt rather insulted.
apparently it was a relationship build not on trust, but more on something else.
you say you love me but you wouldn't accept me for who i am.

but i shouldn't push the blame entirely on you too, because i did the same thing.
i knew you too well, babycakes, that i know what you're gonna do next, but i chose to kid myself.
did so much to betray my own integrity just to make you happy. for that tiny hope that you'll care, but no. you choose everything else besides someone that truely wants you around. you ask what do you get in return if you do something for me.
i think of every little thing that i can do just to make you feel appreciated,
but when i look back at myself, what do i get?
and yes, baby, i do see what shines in you, but i see the shit that is in you too. what do they see?

you had your dumb friends, i know what they said
they tell you i'm difficult, but so are they
but they don't know me, do they even know you?
all the things you hide from me, all the shit that you do.

p.s. i would appreciate it that you don't question my well beings.
i'll be fine and i'll be good, so don't you worry about me. i'll probably block you on MSN if you do.
if you're really worried, come to me and talk to me irl.

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