You can name me the saddest girl on earth today.

How would you feel if someone’s heart is broken, & you take pieces of your heart to mend his, and with missing pieces of your own heart, he walks away, unappreciated?

Its damn sad okay.

& how would you feel, if you can hear someone whispering, but he don’t even tries to hear you scream, words being ignored & blamed for keeping quiet.

Do you even notice my presences?

Tried to cheer myself up during band practice after school. Made myself believe that he would message me after band. Haha. TRIED to make myself believe. You know, you can never spell believe without a LIE. No messages, no missed calls, nothing at all. Bleah.

I’m now on the train on my way to j8 to meet Bryan & Kaichuan for dinner. (:
I’m like starving already. Refused to go dinner with the rest of the band people just to wish that he would still be in causeway point & we could have dinner together. Cool right? Gave up the whole world for someone & he leaves you alone. Yay. I told you I can be titled the saddest girl today.

Today sucks. I hate today.