by the time you realise that you're wrong, you're too late.

this is a sensitive topic that i am going to blog about, so if you are not comfortable with reading this, please leave. im not begging any of you to read any of my entries.

we all realise that time is running out. and its not time to be sensitive anymore. what are you afraid of? your pride? afraid that it will tarnish? then dunt lie. you're full of nonsense that nobody takes you seriously anymore. we all did not perform well for prelims. i am not ashamed to tell people that i've got a 41 points for my r5 and 27 for r4. i've tried. i know i've studied. i know i'll do much better for Os. and i am ready for the worst. you are different. you lie to people about your grades. you lied that you pass maths. you lied about everything. and you see the pleasure in people believing your lies? it is becoming a habit that you lie. without guilt. the rate that you perform shames you not but lying is what brings you down. all the way down. you lied about your grades, you lied about cally and i you lied about almost everything. and even if you dint, how am i going to trust you anymore? is there still 'trust' within us? not really. at least i doubt so. 'you make the relationship between your friends and yourself so damn sour and in the end you'll forget everything and try to patch' i guess it'll get more difficult each time you try.

its like history repeating. just that this time it'll be worst because we are all doing a major exam. where will we end up? i dunt know. serious. its okay to repeat. its okay to do something that everyone does not like. its okay. everything is okay. ending your life is not. we all make mistakes and we should not be punihsed by capital punishments. we learn. we learn to swallow our pride, face the music and move on. life's like this.

if you're not happy with what i've type, so be it. because this is actually quite annoymus and please do not come up to me and start throwing chairs at me. it is not a very funny sight you know. so yeah. think about it.