does it hurt, when you think about me
and how broken my heart is?

sometimes i feel so lousy about myself that i can be very, very emo and scarstic about my remarks. but seriously, have i ever given up on you?
not that i can recall.

1.5 years the feeling is still so strong. does that mean anything to you?
i really hope it doesn't, because i would be very, very sad if it did and you walked away.

everything that we've gone through. saving my world, and now destroying it. is that what humanity brings you?

giving up on the heart that is true for something that is plastic. do you feel it breaking?

and you jolly well know that i hate typical neighbourhood school girls.

when you go, would you have the guts to say
"i don't love you, like i loved you yesterday"
i don't. and i'll still be here. waiting.
just call my name & i'll be there.
i promise.