you know, after 5 years of blogging, i still find it difficult to face a blank page.
and therefore the lack of blogging for the past week(s), not only because im always at outlands and was sick for the past week.

i did attempt to blog, dont say i didn't. they're saved as drafts, so i doubt you can see those entries unless you hacked into my blogger account, which i don't think its that difficult to, only that its pointless. i only saved them as drafts because i didn't think that they're good enuph to be published.

anyway, today is the 24th may 2007.
remember this day a year ago?
the day mAah d34r d34R aSkK mIee tuUhh bE hIIss!!

okay. and it was also the day my mummy told me firmly not to have sex. HAHAHA.

the day i devote half of my life to world of warcraft.

the day where trouble stirs and the day more trouble were forseen.

the day where i started to learn to build someone else's happiness upon mine. just to feel happy.

it had been a year and i think i haven't been doing exactly a wonderful job as a girlfriend but ITS OKAY REALLY because i dont think enoch had been doing any better. d; oh yes, we went through alot of trouble. skipping school playing lan etc. not to mention all those quarels, those unhappiness caused and stuff. but really, the main thing is that, i love junhao. from the bottom of my heart. lungs. kidneys. urh, virgina. TOES.

yay. 1 year. my first 1-year relationship.
oh wells.

on the other hand, i realised that i had lost half of my circle of friends i knew from year 1. did they like dropped out of school or somehting? or RP built a secret second campus and half the students know about it already and moved there? or maybe tanling campus is in use again and therefore students rather go there than here because its near town.

or maybe im just blind, thats all.