(here i go, scream my lungs out try to get to you, you are my only one
and i know, there's just no one who gets me like you do, you are my only, my only one)

i wonder how loud can i scream this song. i was sitting at java cafe (there's a cafe at cktangs for those who don't know) and they were playing this song. i remember i used to love this song so much, reason being her. some eyecandy eh. hard to forget. haha.

but anyway, towned for the last time before school starts tomorrow. enoch & his friends. idk, but i get this weird feeling that i piss them off and thus they dont like me. & they kept speaking in chinese! *&#$%^#(*^{ like i understand a shit? so i just sat there and stone, thinking of what i can do. they played KOF too, which i think i wasn't that used to the atmosphere in the arcade.. you know, those very noisy fighting and shooting sounds? hahah you can pay the arcade a visit if you can't imagine. saw keshia who just returned from australia and is working in yamaha. she dont look as skinny as last time. *shrugs* i think its a good thing. haha. serious.

so. bought arabesque. my 2nd original debussy book. its 14$ for 1 song, compared to 18$ for 8 songs for debussy's children corner. (its quite cute how they spell it as korner... you know, the ultimicia from ff8 style?, but thats beside the point) the point is, mdm wong had made me spend 14 bucks on a stupid piece because she sold hers away although she needs it for her own student, IE: ME. i wonder how many teachers could be that ... ): idk what to say.

there's UT tml. some of you may have been wondering what on earth is UT that i had been blabbling about. UT (Understanding Tests) are ... prolly tests that makes RP students understand what had been going on for the past 3 or 4 weeks. 3 out of 4 these tests are taken into account for our GPA at the end of each semester other than our daily grades, which i hadn't been scoring very well. i bet my GPA this sem would be less than a 3.0. simply because 1) the maths teacher hates me and 2) my UT grades aren't that satisfactory. but who cares. YEAR 2 HERE I COME. yes fuck material science idk what on earth isit about.


(on a random note, bryan wants his name on my blog entry, so there you go)


i think thats all for updates for today. merry christmas happy new year to all those whom i hadn't wished, and those who wished me but cuz i dont have your number so i lazy reply, and those who wished me but i just can't be bothered to reply. i still love you all the same. (:


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and then i was thinking about this group of people whom i used to be so close to them that i dont want to talk to them anymore. i dont know am i just being anti-social or are they just retarded, but i felt that i dont see a point in talking to them anymore. i feel that this bunch of secret society people just pisses me off by the way they use people, backstabbed them in front of me, etc. i think that is very immature of them. or i think im just being naive. afterall, this is the world. things like that happens anytime, anywhere. so in conclusion, i think im just being anit-social. be my friend, dust bunny. we'll walk through the darkest time together, hand in hand. *hops*