i think im prone to torturing myself with bittersweet memories.

vindicated, i am selfish i am wrong, i am right i swear i'm right, swear i knew it all along & i am flawed. but i am cleaning up so well. i am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yoursef.

enoch's once again not in school.
4 hours traded for nothing.
oh wells.

i dreamt of xiaowei, jade, melissa, leesum, danica, maysi, mardi.
they were all in RP somehow.
dreams. hahaha.

& these memories are playing like a film without sound