sometimes i think im being such a hypocrite. sometimes im such a bitch towards her and sometimes im just being.. nice. depending on my mood i guess?

today im in such a good mood.. not.
okay not really. i was having mood swings in the morning. cuz of our dearest marcus and chengyi. so i think i was pissed at everything everyone did. sorry. and i was pissed at mummy cuz i was supposed to meet kevin for lunch before he goes for work, but she dragged me to town to do her shopping. wth?

but wells, she lightened up my mood by bring me to zara. but she was so obsessed with her own shopping that she didn't have time for me to pay. oh wells. saw this pretty white pants. and the gorgeous red top. but then again, i have to buy the webcam that sticks on the laptop.

...my nails are cracking. how to do do my manicure like that?
okay thats besides the point.

i can't wait till tml.. zoo for wedding rehersals. i want to get married tooo! i want to be the one releasing the butterflies and the one running towards the end of the line and throw the bouquet of flowers. i want to be the one exchanging rings and say I DO.